Wednesday 16 July 2008

So it has been like a week since the last post, and what a busy week it was. Working like crazy, because we are going away to my home town of Tallinn on 22nd, so its like EVERYTHING needs to be done before that. My knitting is pretty neglected as well, i mean i do labor on, but very VERY slowly. i thought i'd finish my comfort shawl this week, but no way now... Unless i stay up all night for three nights in a row.
I finished reading my book last week and to be perfectly honest, it did disturb me and not a little bit. I think when you have small children and a lot of responsibilities never ask yourself question about reality. No wonder all those existentialists were a miserable bunch. When you start doubting the reality of everything around you, suddenly everything becomes a question without many answers, and more you are trying to understand, more it feels like swimming in a cave lake in total dark. So i was a bit depressed for a couple of days and the whole family was tiptoeing around me. I guess for them my grumpy mood was pretty real!

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